its 2;43 i got back from the studio about an hour ago. you'd think doing work all day would make it easier to sleep. well it doesn't. actually I haven't really been able to get a good night of sleep for about a month. Today was pretty good. I woke up early, took a shower, listened to catch 22, it was new shoe day, and i went to drawing which I really enjoy. theres a lot more that happened today but the mornings are key for having a good day. anyway, lots accomplished.
I wish kate and I would stop playing phone tag, talking to kate is also key.
I had a good talk with mike the other night, pretty much all conversations I have with mike are awesome. I'm really glad mike and i have stayed friends over the years,hes probably one of the best friends i'v had so far. and i really miss sitting on his couch in the summer eating freeze pops.
side note, catch 22 is so good right now. Keasbey nights is an all time favorite and I'ts making me feel 15 again.
I also bought some christmas presents today. I love buying shit for my friends. and thats why christmas rules. Making things for people is the best, so i should do some of that soon.
I'm really glad with how i feel about certain things right now. last week rachel said
" i know this sounds stupid, but i feel a lot older, and we've only been here a month"
she was right, it does sound stupid, but i know what she means, and i feel the same way. I feel a lot more level headed about things, and when i think about who i was a year ago i know that now i'm better off.
I have a whole new respect for relationships and how you should treat people. I'm really trying to get away from dwelling on shit and the whole jealousy thing, its just a waste of time.
I just really want to focus on maintaining friendships are creating stronger bonds.
looks like i'm in this one for the long run.
It is now 3:03.