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Sat, Jan. 7th, 2006, 10:48 pm

I've been driving a lot.

the only bad thing is that at some point i have to turn around and come home. I really want to travel with out worrying about people or rules or money or anything. I don't feel like i go with anyone, and i feel so out of place. I know everyone feels that way at some point, i'm just realizing it a lot more recently. I stopped by a party tonight with people i used to hang out with all the time, and as soon as i got there i wanted to leave. Everyone is the same. Everything is the same. I'm the different one now. I don't fit. And theres nothing wrong with that. I just feel so out of place around some of my friends now. I have no motivation to hang out with anyone.

I just want to go back to school get into work, get a job, forget i know most people and get over certain things.

Sun, Jan. 8th, 2006 10:44 pm (UTC)
safinsmoothie

katie, i miss you
and im sorry that some things just get fucked up when people don't see eachother for a while, but it happens, i guess. you have to come here for spring break, even though i have none. i do have a reading week... i dunno about the dates but it's basically a week off. plus vince is going to be in vermont for schooL! WHOOT!

Sun, Jan. 8th, 2006 11:59 pm (UTC)
atimeforstealth

Wow, Katie, I feel the exact same way when driving. If you disappear and find a better life wherever you run out of gas, I won't blame you.

Sat, Jan. 14th, 2006 04:09 am (UTC)
itsjustali

now you know how I felt when I came back to PV for senior year!! It's a weird feeling, but a good one too, because what you've moved on to is really better than what you left behind - even though coming back to what you've moved on from is akward, its worth it.