I've been driving a lot.
the only bad thing is that at some point i have to turn around and come home. I really want to travel with out worrying about people or rules or money or anything. I don't feel like i go with anyone, and i feel so out of place. I know everyone feels that way at some point, i'm just realizing it a lot more recently. I stopped by a party tonight with people i used to hang out with all the time, and as soon as i got there i wanted to leave. Everyone is the same. Everything is the same. I'm the different one now. I don't fit. And theres nothing wrong with that. I just feel so out of place around some of my friends now. I have no motivation to hang out with anyone.
I just want to go back to school get into work, get a job, forget i know most people and get over certain things.