i should have gone to bed hours ago. I really need to get an actual journal, i don't like writing in this thing very much, i usually only do it because i can't read my handwriting.
I feel like i have so many little things to do, so i hope i wake up at a decent time tomorrow. I've been home for a few weeks but haven't hung out with anyone. actually thats not true i have, but not very often. I keep going to philly to hang out. jake said something to me the other day which made me realize that i've sorta been ignoring my friends from home and i thought about it, and i'm not sure if it bothers me or not. I guess if it did i'd hang out more. I mean I see mike kate and justin a lot so i'm not that much of an asshole, i just like being alone sometimes, i have better things to do then hangout in basements and get drunk. Or go bowling, because i really don't like bowling. I guess i'd like to see jaimie more. that would be good.
right so i need to get my shit together and do some painting and process some film. I have so many photos i want to print, it's going to be pretty crazy next semester. I don't think i'll have much time for hanging out with anyone, but getting work done and having a job will be pretty awesome.
I also need to write a few songs in the next week or so for a show i have coming up at Ursinus.